May 2013
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Him.
All I see his him. He is a beautiful person to me. And sometimes I look at him and I wonder how it’s possible for him to feel the same as me. I’m an incredible pain in the butt 99% of the time and yet here he stands. We’ve been through our fair share of hardships, trust me on that one. But it seems as if with everyone we’ve gone through it has brought us closer together....
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I really wish you would have never come in to our lives.
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Late night thoughts
I just feel so angry. I didn’t even notice how angry I was until something I hung up fell and I just started to rage. It’s as if I am so angry that I could simply cry. As if all I really need to do is have a really good, hard and long cry. At the same time though, that is far from what I really want to do. I should be stronger than all of this. These mediocre thoughts and jumbles that...
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I hate when i desperately want to cry but i am in neither the time or place for it.
April 2013
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My thoughts go out to all of Boston tonight!
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What if in the scheme of things we arent meant to be saved by someone, whether it be someone special or not, not matter who. Maybe we are meant to save ourselves in some way. And maybe waiting on someone to do that for us is making us fall short of ourselves.
Most days I wish I never met you because then I could sleep at night and I...
– Good Will Hunting (1997)
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I guess the lesson is, don’t put anyone on a pedestal. Even Saints let you down.
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I am desperately seeking silence.
everyonesfavouritehalfandhalf asked: This is not a question,but I would like you to know that you have wonderful music taste!
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Lying Here.
He tends to upset me just before we go to bed. We get all tucked in, snuggling close. Then he says something. I feel awful. He remarks on how it’s going to take forever for him to fall asleep and then next thing you know two seconds go by and he’s snoring. Now I’m just left to lay there, spinning his words round and round in my head; completely upset. It isn’t fair. Just...
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Welcome back to tumblr! Sorry i’ve been gone. Couldn’t go on the internet for the longest time, maxed out all my usage for the month. But now we upgraded to more usage and hopefully it’ll never happen again! I’ll be posting again soon!
March 2013
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It hits me like a brick. Out of nowhere. Completely unexpected. Whether it’s a strong or a weak moment. It just always seems to find the perfect time to pop up, when everything has gone wrong, or just before it’s about to. But it’s there. And it wont let me forget that. Little pieces of things I have tucked away in the corners of my mind until once again they manage to break down...
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Customer Service
Tonight was one of the worst nights i have ever worked in customer service. I vow to never treat a person assisting me in a store the way i was today especially not for something that wasn’t their fault. In the last hour of my shift i went through a series of chaotic moments. Deal with a pricing problem and deal with two separate customers at once, multitask as my corporate tells me too....
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